Monday, May 16, 2011

To be, or not to be.

Bismillah.

Bosan bukan blog aku? Aku pun rasa tak semangat je nak baca.
Minta maaf sangat sangat. Bukan tiada kesempatan, cuma malas mahu menyempatkan diri.
Aku rasa aku memang suka post semua benda lambat seminggu :)


So, I've got an offer for Matriculation in Science for a year in Gopeng, Perak.
And, of course, I've rejected it even before I got it because my mum insist not to let me in.
But nevertheless, Alhamdulilah. Thank you Allah for the opportunity.

Another offer was for Foundation in Science in UiTM Puncak Alam.
Aku rasa mak aku memang nak anak dia semua masuk buat Asasi Sains kat UiTM --''
Big news, I'm becoming my sister's junior and of course I hate it.
I hate it when I have to compete with my sister who last year, gave my mother a priceless birthday present.
Her 4 flat.

But Puncak Alam is my second choice. My first choice would be MARA.
Rumors said that the result will be out today but no news and its nerve-wrecking.
Some people has already got a phone call from MARA because they have to register by the day after tomorrow, so they got it earlier.

Baru sekejap tadi telefon bimbit aku melagukan lagu tema Fanboy and Chum Chum menandakan ada mesej baru masuk.
Aku punya perasaan punya bercampur baur sekali tawaran dari Kolej-Yayasan-Melaka-apa-entah-nama.
Mama sudah berpuluh kali menanyakan soalan yang sama kepadaku.

"Adik dapat tak?"
"Belum keluar lagi la Ma."

Praying now, even harder than before. 
Hoping for the best and may Allah give the strength for me to face whatever the outcome was.

May Peace be Upon You.



2 comments:

gelak guling2 (: said...

aku pn cuak )':

izza said...

lepak dulu. doa banyak banyak. Insya Allah :) *optimis tak aku? Haish.